I cant stand to fly,
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
i wish I’m more than a bird: i wish I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
Looking for special things inside of me
A new born baby from a mother heart just like yesterday
breathing the fresh air without fear.
The day after yesterday, not longer a baby anymore
New born to the 4th world and “gasping” for a new hope
“You’re beautiful, it’s true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you because we both not on the same track”
6th unsent chapter:6th “untitled story”
Weird refer to feelling , happy nor unhappy
weirdo refer to past by stranger
life is full of weird and weirdo
seek it out with your heart and you will found it maybe not that good but not bad either and funny………..
p/s:what a weird working life(drive,work,walking around,eat, online,sleep…. boring routine keep repeat…………..)
I guess my work life have fate with Parkson.”Fate” , i use it to describe my work life.Why?
The history start here, year 2007 as i work in Parkson Grand under a company name VIOS which is sell those women crap thing etc shirt , shoes but lucky thank god no 3dot’s(you know what i mean).One of my boss is a india fellow with spectacle , long leg and skinny body.
Year 2009,i working with the boss wife and the shop beside the company which is a boutique.The wear over there some are from parkson as well as the Athome product. My mind was like dot dot dot….
Fate in working life,people connection are really strange………
Beside,my lady boss quite active and energetic in giving speech.She can talk about the “Dynasty History”until the modern age story but somehow she is one of the good boss that i ever meet in my life….
Just a past by traveler,
5 letter that never been send out.
1st ” wrong time, maybe right but just temporary ”
2nd “a charming smile ”
3rd “characteristic in art”
4th”cheerful as the sun shine”
5th “just a past by stranger”
quote for the 3rd:
“A strong characteristic born from the art world ,
emotion coloured by the mother nature,
keep seeking the answer among the cloudy season.
holding a cup of hot chocolate
wishing the sunny day travel back”
Question,
After 1 and half in pre-u program ,the problem appear back.Art world keep flying around in my mind but which should i choose?
Culinary? Bakery? Design?work life?
life is always a choice but you only can choose one…………….
My work life going too start soon , work as sales assistant in a deco art shop name “Athome”. The environment filled with art and the worker not so bored, i guess i will love this job. “Passion ,service,learning and motive” get the job done.Sweet dream
The nightmare going too end very soon and the school uniform is not longer needed. A new journey is waiting me in the future, waiting for me too write the story of my journey…………….
Time keep travel as our age grow older and older,
yet,our future still seem blur
but we have the chance too change it
while we still young
will keep the memory of us somewhere in the monsoon season of 2008
let it flow to somewhere else…
when the season come back far from a thousand mile journey
hope it still remind me about
the day we use too smile together under the same blue sky….
the journey continue…………….
dedicate to year 2006 and 2008
when “,” meets a “.”
“,”= rest? “.”=end of chapter?
what does it mean too you?
As the time goesby ,my high school life is going to end very soon…another chapter?well i dont know about it, just try my to score the”S”uck “T”est “P”huck “M”alaysia(a.k.a STPM) at less GPA 2.00 and above to enter the local University. God bless if i score , i will aim for USM in Penang too futher my study on Industrial design but if my result get fucked up? two choice social U a.ka. work life or money-leecher-company aka college….
life is always in between the line hope and hopeless,just depend how you duel with it…i not born as fighter but i was born too fight although i hate it
hope my life will as claim and peaceful as this music
Going Home from Bleach Original Sound Track
Going Home - Shiro Sagisu“>Going Home
time is a question
action is the answer
to choose or not to choose
fate,resist or accept?
well ,i have decide to resist once again,
because i know i have do the right things
no regret for the second time
farewell to the beautiful smile
3month later………….
Now i just want to shout out loud:"Please fuck off" and sing a song "I WANNA RUN AWAY AND NEVER SAID GOODBYE. Sometime i just fell like want to fuck myself for being blur down and useless. I confuse about the choice that i have made so far"Should i continue?"
Most of the people are bow to reality and reality is all about money ,fame and materialistic I really hate this kind of fucking thing.Althought money is not everything but without money is nothing.I try my very best not to be a burden to my parent.
I may not be perfect but i will try to make it perfect
I may not a good son but i will try my very best to show some respect
I may be a sucker but i will try not to be
I may be confuse but i will try to overcome it
Wish me luck
